Created:
2007-10-09 17:12:09
she was so smart... she always did what she wanted... but she held back her true desires. I wonder why I could never understand her. But I'm the closest one... I was closer to her then anyone else was. but to me, it wasn't all that close. The pain... meant distance. then it stopped. simply, stopped. she moved away, and I moved on. And that is when I realize that she wasn't as smart as I thought she was. She gave it all up. Everything that she said I taught her. all of the memories. when she told me, she asked me to say something. All I could manage was, "stupid girl..." and that was it. the connection, or what was left of it. It was severed. I never really needed her, and I wont be there for her any more. not after that. So she'll find a new person, and move on. She'll be a better person eventually. She'll change. As long as I'm not there to keep her the same and remind her of her past... damn... it's all just stupid.
-Nameless-